on the first day of new year

we were happy together
her laughter made me forget who we were
i wished happiness stay with her forever
and this soul i called her
has left me or i have left her
she met her purpose when her days turn sour
i reminded her over and over
her tears could not change who we were
it hurt me to see her suffer
seconds to minutes to hours
days to weeks to years
still she wanted to linger
she wanted to be sincere
her purpose turned crystal clear
the path she was on she was sure
she gave up her laughter
i gave up her tears
and on the first day of new year
in my childhood dream she appears
i wish i did not miss her either
i pray God will interfere