Friday, February 12, 2010

what i look not with my heart

had been at my parents' place for four days from 5 to 8 feb. on 8 feb had some errands to run in one of the buildings at the federal government administrative center (about 25 minutes drive from my parents' place).

took these two pictures while feeling so empty, hoping the issues which kept rolling in my head for the past months would fade off.

my first shot....the palace of justice...
my second shot...the recently commissioned iron/steel mosque(m not sure though)...the dome is not visible...the sun was shining so bright that my low-tech camera was partially blinded...


these two buildings faced each other and in between them were two multiple-storey buildings in which i had my errand done . while taking these pictures i was standing in between the two multiple-storey buildings.

after few days, when i looked at these pictures...i just realized i could not remember how the two multiple storey buildings had looked like!!!...i further tried to recall some buildings i had seen in dec 2009 and last month and i just realized i could not remember exactly how they had looked like ...just blurry images...btw, had i not taken these pictures i would have not been able to recall how the 'palace of justice' and the 'iron/steel mosque' looked like too.

is this a normal thing or am i losing my memory span?

quote from one of my favorite blogs - 'the word forget in mandarin is a combination of two characters, death and heart' -

i have been known as a fast walker - someone with heart problem cannot walk with me...if he or she follows my pace, he or she will collapse...if i follow his or her pace i will suffer a head ache. i just realized all my life while i have been roaming around my head has the purpose of my walking but my heart has always been somewhere else....i am not sure, my heart has been somewhere else or i just never listen to my heart!!!

is not-remembering normal?

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